The lyrics i copy/pasted below aptly describes the situation I am into now. No matter how I think and conditioned myself to this eventuality, it is still hard to escape from the pain and heavy heart that cuts like the wildest knife. Time will heal--i know but as to when? God only knows and i have surrendered my heart to HIM to take care of and heal. So many realizations and lessons confronted my being 'human' ... vulnerability to hurts and depression. This i suppose is the prize of loving...of loving too much. When all i think of is a love that's perfect, a love I for so long desired and dream of. I never imagined it ended this fast and so soon. Lately, i realized the reasons why this has to end -- to give way to somebody who might need that love more than i did. Have done this 20 years go...letting go of a love that's unreal and filled with deception and disrespect and just holding on life for the sake of the people that i valued so much. SELFLESSNESS- to forget oneself and deny my own being for the people i love, to sacrifice and suffer so that others will be happy. To endure the pain for others to gain. To forget one's happiness and personal desire for the person you love so much to be happy.
There is nothing more to wish for....than for every significant people in my life to find peace and happiness. Life after all is too short to live with bitterness and pain in our heart. I had my share of happiness...looking forward to an eternal happiness with God..for HE alone can give it to us. A love that's unconditional...no reality, no bounds, no pain along the way, no frustrations and no expectations. Meantime, i pray for PEACE to rule in everyone's heart while we are still in this world that's full of surprises and uncertainties.
SAIL on lady....to where the waves leads you to...to the promise of sunshine -- but always keep in mind that some good things never last and be prepared for that all the time :-)
It's three in the morning
you're no were in sight
and all that I wanted was to be with you tonight
the love in your eyes
is fading so fast
no matter how hard we try
some good things never last
but what good is holding on
when you know
that all you can think about
is letting go
they say if you love someone
then set them free
if they come back again
then in the end
it was meant to be
I thought we were lovers
I thought we were friends
I guess when reality steps in
it all depends
we live for the future
we learn from the past
no matter how hard we try
some good things never last
when all you can think about
is letting go
be true to yourself my love
that's all I ever wanted you to be
just don't forget to smile
when you think of me
I'll reach for the stars
I've got them in sight
there's someone who really needs me
out there in the night
we live for the future
we learn from the past
no matter how hard we try
some good things never last
'till we meet again...somewhere...sometime...with a smile in our heart.
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Life is full of challenges and trials but experiencing and learning through it, is what makes it important. Some good things really never last :(
ReplyDeleteThat was an awesome post and very touching...I hope everyone that reads it touch their heart, just like mine… ngeee :)
N ow is the time to reflect that
ReplyDeleteE ach day is a new day
N ew leaf will fall
E ver changing events in life take place
T hank God always
T hat there are friends and family
E ver.
actually good things last...it's just the way how you see things.... dont you know that if you lose someone who has been b....s..ting with you is a good thing? and if you find it out, then happiness lasts forever...that's a good thing! hehehe..
ReplyDeletebeauty Q
No crying over spilled milk Nette. If you wish for my advice hehe, do what Karylle did when Dingdong Dantes broke off with her. Wink ;)
ReplyDelete1. Turn you music player on
2. Listen to audiobooks
3. Engage in physical activity
4. Watch movies
5. Call a friend
6. Seek spiritual counseling
then grab your fishing pole, there are plenty of fish in the sea.. wink!
yes, ma'am, some good things never last..sometimes we wish we could hold on too tight so that no one could ever pull that someone away from us, but sometimes, it's also better to let go than to live a life of lies and deception...
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